Sem break(28/09/10-18/10/10)

Holiday owaz pas so fas... I already had start my new sem...

During sem break,I cut my hair 1st since my parents keep forcing me...

Normally I had RM4 hair cut, bt tis time I had RM12 hair cut...
My parents tot RM4 nt gud at cut...
Actually is me tell the barber cut a liter bit onli...
Dono whr cun de courage, tis time cut til so short...

Anyway, I stil satisfied v my new hair...

On the 1 Oct, I went 2 Tasik Kenyir v my parents n a group of wai tan gung ppl...

Tis is the 1st time I went 2 thr...

Tat day we sit 9.25pm bus...

We reach Terengganu at 6.00 a.m...

Sit le omost 8 hour half...

We went 2 the pasar thr til 12 p.m, finally reach our destination...
We nid 2 sit ferry 2 the resort...
Although tis is nt the 1st time I sit ferry, bt I stil veli excited...
After we reach the resort, it is noon already...
I felt stomach ache n go settle it...
Then, i eat 3 bowl of Maggi mee, 1 cup of milo n 1 cup of cappacino, 1 peanut bun...
After tat the whole day stil stomach ache...
At 3 p.m, we went 2 the waterfall...
Tis is the 1st time I c waterfall...
The water is so cold n it was so cool 2 put ur foot inside the water...
I oso 1st time c such a huge centipede n ant...
At nite, we eat nasi lemak...
Bt I dun hv appetite since I stomach ache n eat liter onli...
I slept at sofa since thr is no extra room 4 me...

Tasik Kenyir

Me taking pic while on ferry

The ferry strt 2 speed up

My pig dad n pig mum

Me n my 38 pig mum

The waterfall

Huge centipede

Huge ant

The sea look nice

 On 3 Oct, we head bck 2 our hum...

We leave at 11 a.m n reach our hum on 11 p.m...
On the way bck, we went 2 kuantan since gt ppl wan buy salted fish...
Once I step in2 tat shop, I cant stand the salted fish smell...
The smell is horrible n terrible...
Bt my stingy dad gt buy sum products(nt salted fish oh)...
This trip gt hapi prt n unhapi prt...
Hapi prt is I hv a lot of fun...
Unhapi prt is stomach ache plus forced 2 listen 2 the old songs on the bus since 90% of them r uncles n aunties(onli 3 children + me)...

On 6 Oct, I had my jpj test again since I failed the bukit prt on 3 June...
On the previous day, I went 2 learn car 4 my last time...
It gv me 2 hour 2 learn myself since I already pay RM120 4 my retest...
I train each prt 4 omost 10 times...
The bukit prt I try 10 times at least gt 8 times success...
The funny prt is when I went up the bukit...
I press break n pull the handbreak up...
Bt when I wan 2 release the handbreak, it cant moved...
The coach say me pull 2 high already...
Tell me do again...
Bt the 2nd time I oso did like tat...
Mayb I veli scared 2 slip down...

The day I scared finally cum...
Since I had retest, then had 2 wait 4 those whose r 1st time hving test 2 finish their test...
During the test, I found tat many ppl fail...
Tis freak me up...
Finally it was my turn...
I sat in the car n told myself nt 2 nervous...
Bt I stil veli nervous...
I did bukit prt 1st...
I went up n stop like usual...
then duno y die fire...
sumore I slip down a liter bit...
I veli scared n ask the examiner I failed o nt...
He tell me 2 went down the bukit...
After I go down, I went 2 take the form...
Thx God I dint failed...
Then I continued parking n 3 penjuru...
Finally, I pas my jpj test le...

Abt 1 week ltr, I went 2 take my license L...
The pic is veli ugly n I can onli change it after 2 yrs...
Tis car learning is my dad hlp me registered de frm May 2009...
Nw cai successfully gt the license...
I dint tell him 2 hlp me register de...
Bt he kepo hlp me registered...
All cost abt RM1000++...
The whole packet(RM750)+add 3 extra time learn car(RM120)+renew license P twice(RM70)+Fail jpj test(RM120)...
Compared 2 my sis which onli used RM700++, me waste le extra RM300...

After hvnig my license, my uncle teach me hw 2 drive auto car...
It is veli easy 2 drive compared 2 tat stupid manual car...
1st time I drive I keep shaking due 2 super cold air cond + nervous...
I onli gt drive 2 times onli...
The feeling of driving car is reli fun...
Bt I cant alone drive out since I stil nid 2 practice on my reverse skill n parking skill...

On 10 Oct, I went 2 sunway pyramid v my parents...
Tis is 1st time I went thr gua...
Even if I gt went thr when I was small, I dun remember le...
Since my dad veli few brought us out de...
I brought le S.H.E Play DVD album which cost RM49.90...
I tot I can gt discount since I m member, bt the cashier tell me tis is the nett price...
I duno wat is nett price...
Finally my sis explained 2 me I cai knw...
Haiz, I was like frog under well...

S.H.E Play DVD album front cover

                                                       

S.H.E Play DVD album back cover

                                                     

S.H.E Play DVD

On 15 Oct, my result cum out le...
I felt nervous n veli scared 2 check bcoz I knw I simply did during the final exam...
If I failed, I reli duno wat wil I do...
Thx God 4 letting me pas...
I jz found tat I m quite lucky...
Av final exam oso simply do, bt stil can pas...
Bt I knw luck wont follow me 4ever...
I hv 2 work more harde than other...

On 18 Oct, I cum bck Kampar le...
The nxt day is my MUET speaking test...
I was worried bcoz I knw I cant speak spontaneously...
Tis time reli die le...
My title is visit museum n other historical places in M'sia hlp international students 2 visit M'sia...
When I c the question, my mind was blank n I kept shaking...
When the examiner asked me ok o nt...
I told he I nervous n cant think of anythg...
He told me 2 calm down...
I said I duno wat museum had n I even duno wat r the historical places in M'sia...
He tell me A Famosa...
Then I kept thinking abt A Famosa...
Bt I cant think of anythg abt A Famosa...
Tis cant blame other ppl since I reli duno abt any historical thgs in M'sia...
I tot memorizing historical stuffs jz wasting my time...
Furthermore, I dun hv extra memories 2 remembering tis stupid boring facts...
The examiner gv me 2 min 2 speak my view...
I speak onli 30 sec then stop...
He ask gt anythg 2 say...
I say no le...
4 the group discussion...
I cant joined in2 others 3 conversation...
I oso speak 4 30 sec onli...
I even duno wat I had said...
I tot tis time reli died le...
Jz like las time f'dation de english 4 communication...
The situation oso same like MUET speaking...
I jz cant speak anythg...
And I failed...
I jz hop I can do well in 13 Nov MUET reading, writing n listening test...





Suicide

Las thu, I was chatting abt tis topic v my fren in library... I tell my fren tat I felt veli stress n I would jump down if I completely crazy...
I found tat I dont hv any reason 4 me 2 live in tis sad world...
Bt, I dun hv the courage 2 do so...
Bcoz I scare height n pain...
I reli think tat I nid 2 consult psychologist sooner...
coz I think I oso gt other problem such as slightly depression n autism...
Once I cant do a thg, I would hv tis tot again...
I gt think of other method such as stab myself, eat medicine n others...
Jz I din do it becoz I reli scare...
I dun wan 2 leave n hurt my grandma who veli love me...
n my 2 cute dogs...

Yesterday, tis fren tell me tat 1 of his secondary school fren commit suicide 2 days ago...
Tis news reli shock me coz he jump down frm high place...
Which is same v wat I say on above...
The problem tat he commit suicide is he cant stand the pressure...
My fren tell me tat he is a clever student...
Reli feel pity 4 him...
Although I dun knw tis guy, bt I wish he can rest in peace...
I hop tat I wil nt follow wat tis guy did...
Jz nw I found tat tis news in Sin Chew newspaper...
If any1 wan 2 knw more abt tis case, go n read tis newspaper la...

Since I cum UTAR, I already change to another person...
I had becum unhapi, dun like 2 talk o join ppl, veli like 2 hide myself...
The most time I spend is stay in library...
Mostly if I dun hv anythg 2 do, I wil sty til 9pm on weekdays n 5pm on weekend...
Bt I nt study, instead slipping, ply fb n read newspaper onli...
I felt reli comfortable n relax in here, the space is big n I can walk here n thr...
I cant blame my parents completely bcoz is me who chose 2 cum here...
Each time I tell tat I cant cope it n I wan 2 quit...
He jz scold me...
The reason is tat he wan the degree cert...
If u so wan the degree cert, y dun u jz go get it urself...
U tot tis course reli easy ah...
Nw I in yr 2 already, bt I stil dun knw wat I learn in foundation n yr 1...

2day, I had screw up my ICF presentation...
n I felt sad n sry 2 my groupmate...
I jz knw tat I m a troublemaker...
owaz make a lot of  problem 2 my fren...
Another reason tat I feel sad is...
Tis week cant go bck humtown bcoz gt 2 more asignmnt nid 2 rush...
I dun knw hw 2 do at all...
Nt tat I din try at all...
Bt jz I reli cant do nt matter hw hard i try...
I m destined 2 b a useless ppl...

Myself

Hi, my name is Tee Chee Ming! I m 19 years old and always will be!^^
I study computer engineering in UTAR at Kampar!
I am a normal look boy with long hair!
Who say boy cant have long hair?
But the consequences are being laugh and insult by most people!
They always called me pondan, agua and many more!
But, I don't care what they say!
Hair is mine de, I want to have how long jiu how long, no need you all bother!
I very angry when my parents forced me to cut my hair!
But I still insist to have long hair!
Maybe this got relate with my personality!
I admit that i am quite feminine!
Even though I have short hair, I still being say very feminine!
Don't know why?
My future career is to become a hairstylist!
I also interest in nail design and make-up!
Before de me will feel like want to be a DJ or host because can more easily approach to my idols!
But i am not good at speaking, so I gave up this thought long time ago le!
Although I always say that I am a future hairstylist, but many people say that my hair look very ugly!
I also want to style my hair, but the problem is my parents!
They wont allow me to try weird hair!
If can, I already done le!

The reason that i open on 13 August 2010 is...
My idol Jolin had released her latest album"蔡依林Myself2010概念专辑"!
Woo~<3
This also match with my "Myself" title!^^
Wait for 1 year and 4 month plus!
But, I do not preorder her album!
Feel so sad!T.T
I won't download her album illegally because I want to support her!
I will buy her original album!
Many people laugh me stupid because waste money on a single piece of CD!
But I don't care what they say!
Back to this album, it consists of 10 songs and 5 interludes!
Out of 10 songs, got 8 fast songs which fulfill my taste!
I know many people don't like her,
but the reason that I like her not because of her beauty or body,
is the great effort and surprise each time she show!
If you all can't do what she can do, then just shut your mouth up!
I had listen "Honey Trap" and I quite like the part she raps!
Her mv also very nice with those vogueing dance!
If anyone like her, please support her original album!